So many things in this world are cyclical: months, seasons, experiences that serve as reminders, etc. Sometimes it is like the game mouse trap where one action causes another. With so much beyond our power, it is important to focus on the things we can control. Thoughts fleeting through our minds is a constant, but you can tune out the unhelpful ones and focus on the positive. Thoughts influence mood, influences action. Instead of thinking "I'm just not very good at this" think "I'm a person who is learning." Yup, random shower thought...